I felt like destroying something beautiful.
Learn To Be Quiet
You need not do anything.
Remain sitting at your table and listen.
You need not even listen, just wait.
You need not even wait,
just learn to be quiet, still and solitary.
And the world will freely offer itself to you unmasked.
It has no choice, it will roll in ecstasy at your feet.
i did not just lose all of my papers.
i did not just lose what i have been trying to understand for the last 3 days.
i did not just lose my mind and imagine all of it.